Embrace the Madness

This week has been a whirlwind of chaos, a cocktail of Everclear and tequila with chaos as the chaser. And you know what? It's absolutely fabulous. Despite the madness at work, I've been graciously presented with opportunities that are so far out of my comfort zone, it's comical. But hey, the show must go on, right? And trust me, this show is just getting started.

I've been propelled forward by an insatiable thirst for adventure, but let's be real, this adventure might just be the death of me. Adhering to the appearance and physical standards set by the top agency in the world would drive anyone to the brink of insanity, but there's no time for second-guessing. I see it as a pursuit of perfection, both physical and mental.

Without this agency, I would still be drowning in a sea of unruly emotions. You say I've lost my sparkle, but I say I've finally achieved a mental immunity to the highs and lows that plague mere mortals. This mental numbness? It's the best damn switch I've ever flipped off. They told me once I control it, nothing could stop me, and they have not been wrong, yet. I’ll never be the same girl again, finally.

Sometimes the greatest mysteries are not found in the shadows of the mind, but within the depths of the human heart.

Hey Siri, play “in the night by the Weeknd”

-XOXO